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Muhammad Na'im . Malay/Chinese/Javanese . 18 . 20/12/1989 . Sagittarius

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

12:28 AM
so near yet so far...

this morning woke up a bit late, so rushed down to the bus stop (wanting to meet HER), then miss a bus. so sian. sit down. suddenly, saw HER across the road! OMG! i was close to shivering ah. all my plans of what to say to her, vanished! im like "dammit na'im! c'mon!". so take bus, but there is this stupid girl in between us, so cannot talk. then walking to MRT, i was near her oso. but couldn't get the courage to talk. then in MRT, she sit, i stand. got a bit of eye contact, but hopefully she doesn't think i'm a pervert. so, yeah.

then walk to skool, most of the time i beside her lah, but so many ppl, i a bit paiseh. dunno where my balls go. i was in sooo much regret for the rest of the day. sianz... i swear i will say it the next time i see HER. no time to lose.

after skool, met vic, YL and joel to go kovan, coz they wanna replug ball. reached there, uncle soh not in. so they makan first. in the end we left at almost 9 after vic tried his ball. lol. then in the end reach home almost 10.30. eat, then do RJ and now i juz finished bathing. lol.

im like thinking HER every single moment lor. ARGH!! C'MON NA'IM!!! U CAN DO IT!!! break ur 0 relationships record! u need the experience! (and btw, she's chinese if some of u dont know. well, my family is a bit screwed up in terms of this, coz there has a been a long record in inter-racial relationships) and i'm sooo difficult to LIKE a malay girl. hmmm. well, hope SHE is ok with me (and of coz hopefully she not attached!) haha. wish me luck for thursday guys!