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Muhammad Na'im . Malay/Chinese/Javanese . 18 . 20/12/1989 . Sagittarius

Monday, March 19, 2007

6:23 PM
time to move on...

basically, after going over my bowling in my mind (plus 7 games juz now), i've decided that its time i change myself. i need to be stronger mentally if i want to be a strong competitor. i'm basically too vulnerable mentally, even when playing alone. its never easy for me to focus again once i start to miss my spares or start going gutters.

well, i'm buying another ball (yes! another). then i will have 4 balls. lol. my diesel has just stopped working for me. literally. it juz doesn't do what i want it to do. i've lost the feel on it basically. i'm finally finding out the weaknesses in my ebonite predator. so i've decided to buy a 2nd hand columbia 300 wicked from some guy in sengkang. going there on wednesday.

might settle for $60 hopefully. and i really hope its in good condition. then i'll spend another $50-60 on replugging it and voila! i have a "new" ball.

then i shall start saving up to get a new trolley bag for my bowling balls. my current bag is 5 years old and its time it retires. i cost me $120 last time. not bad lah.

well. my life really sucks now. i have nothing other than bowling. my entire holidays has been about bowling. almost 24 hours. i need to get it out my mind sometimes. but it is so hard to do so coz i juz can't get over my bad performances on the lanes. haiz...

i think this is where a special someone can come in handy. someone to listen to my thoughts and be with me when i'm down. this is something i can't always rely on my sis or mum to do.

anywayz, my sis did not get in RP. sad. if she got in, it would be so cool lahz..

well, thats fate. hopefully she gets a place somewhere. and i'm kinda looking forward to skool. i can't wait to get new friends and of course meet up with my current friends.

well, thats all then. so long sia my post. i so sad somemore now. tata all...