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Muhammad Na'im . Malay/Chinese/Javanese . 18 . 20/12/1989 . Sagittarius
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been blog-hopping juz now. basically went to the former swiss-cottage peepz. after looking at their pics and posts, i feel super sad. most of them are still in contact with each other, even after 2 years graduating. some are best friends, some are together as a couple. but me? nothing. i have nothing from swiss cottage. i loved the people there. well, my friends persuaded me to go JC, since most of them going. could have retained some friends if i had gone to a JC, not some RP. i'm not saying i regret going RP. i loved it. i met all kinds of new people. some good friends included. but the situation i'm in kinda sucks over the past year or so. i've lost contact with most of my friends and feel like a stranger when i go for class outings/meetups. i can only talk to my small cliques. they all have a common frequency (sometime more childish), but me and my diploma-obsessed brain just can't fit into their conversations. i feel rather bad and sad at the same time. i could have joined the others in JC and still be with them, but i didn't. then, i felt like shit as i had no friends in RP. in my batch, there is only about 4-5 Swiss peepz in RP, and there rest other than me are Sec 5s. i feel like shit sometimes. i'll start trying to make up for the lost time i did not have contact with my friends. for the meantime, i will still feel down when i see their happy picz and cheerful blog posts, without me involved of course. sadded...... |
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